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Posted on Feb 5th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for February 04, 2008:

I was taught one very important rule.

Just because it's written down and a whole bunch of people believe in it, doesn't make it right.

I'm very Catholic and I believe in my religion but I don't agree with a lot of the things that many Catholics follow. I'm a strong willed female. And *GIANT GASP* I feel I have the right to be my own person and have my own rights.

If I was a "true Catholic" I'd be quite and not do have the things I do. But pffffft! It's way more fun acting this way.
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Myself

Posted on Feb 6th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for February 06, 2008:

I hate those applications that ask you to describe yourself in three words etc. Why can't you just meet me and make your own assesment? Or the applications that ask you to "tell us a little bit about yourself". I've been around for 21 years, there's been a lot that has happened that has made me me. Do you really want the story of how I ran in to the kitchen table playing tag in my house with my brother and turned around to see if he was there only to run into the kitchen table...with my eye? Or the story of why I've had two knee surgeries in two years? I didn't think so. What you really want to know is what about me makes me worthy of whatever I'm applying for. Just talk to me and I'll tell you. OR you can just talk to me and find out if you want me to be a part of your team.

The bottom line is I hate hate HATE having to describe myself to people who have never met me. Cause lets face it. If you've never met me, I could say I was a 6'5" glamazon from Romania who spoke five languages, and was married. And you'd have to believe me.
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Hillary Clinton

Posted on Feb 10th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
I began my support for Hillary Clinton from the moment I found out that there was an inkling that she may be running for president. Everyone around me, especially those who know me well and know that I fight strongly for women, claimed that I was doing so simply "because she's a woman". 

Yes. Hillary Clinton is a woman. There is no denying that. But she is so many more things that simply a woman. 

She is bright and strong. She knows what she believes in, she believes in those things with everything in her, and she fights for them with everything she's got. That's the kind of President I want. I want a President who will fight for a bill and then be terribly upset when it doesn't get passed because they know that this is the kind of bill that will change things for our country for the better, in the same way Hillary did in the 90s when Bill shot down one of her proposals. 

I want a President who is going to fight for the little people. Because let's face it, this country is made up of nothing up little people. I'm a little person, my parents are little people and my brother and his fiance are little people. We don't make millions of dollars a year. Hell, we don't make hundreds of thousands of dollars a year. We're middle class. On the higher side of middle class, but middle class nonetheless. My mother is a classroom teacher, and damn proud of it. We live in a good neighborhood, I went to a good public school and I go to a great University. And it saddens me that we live in a time where education is valued so little that there are children out there who's neighborhood schools are so crappy that they won't even be given the slightest opportunity to have what I did.

With Hillary in the White House, there is the hope that things will get back on track. Let's face it, a lot of people look at Bill Clinton and see one thing, Monica Lewinsky. They forget all the good he did in the 8 years he was President. Our economy was doing well. We weren't in desolation. People didn't feel like they couldn't get their feet back on the ground.

Let's face it. The 90s were a damn good time with Clinton. Why the hell not go to a President who has the same ideas and hell, who would be bringing Bill into the White House with her, if only on a "Hey, what do you think about this idea?" basis over a cup of coffee in the morning.

Don't get me wrong. I don't hate Obama. I just don't particularly like him. I think he's too inexperienced. I think that he doesn't have what it takes right now to have a job that large and important. Come back in 8 years when you've really done more and we'll talk.

I'm also sick and tired of people saying crap about HIllary and this "crying" junk. She "cried" in my state. It was all over my nightly news. And you know what? She didn't cry. In the words of the fabulous JK Rowling...

"Well, it was one small tear. And she is allowed a tear on occasion. A life in politics is very hard on a woman. If you don’t cry, you’re a bitch. And if you do cry, you’re weak. It’s difficult. On the other hand, it’s acceptable for a man to cry."

Let's get real here. We can either stay where we are, struggling, crappy and all around miserable or we can climb out of the sludge and rock out to another killer presidency with another kick ass Clinton. Who just also happens to be a woman.

Cause who wouldn't want to be in this situation: Clinton's mother, Ms. Rodham, was born before women could vote. And now she's watching her daughter run for President.

Why not make it a full on circle and have Ms Rodham become America's version of the "Queen Mum".

Rock out Hillary '08.
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Age 16 - My very first MRI

Posted on Feb 11th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for February 10, 2008:

When I was 16 I was in the second year of suffering from mind numbing, extremely debilitating head aches that kept me out of schools for days, sometimes a good week at a time. After exhausting a lot of options, my doctor felt that it was wise for me to go see a neurologist. Being 16 this wasn't exactly a "Oh Joy" moment. And when that doctor then suggested that, since he couldn't see anything particularly wrong with me (from the outside) he felt that he should look at me, from the inside. Just in case I had a brain tumor.

I then had to sit, for three days, before I got the actual test done, and then sit for another week before the results came back. 

While I was lucky enough to not have a brain tumor (just a small form of epilepsy which is easily treatable), it was the most out of control I had ever felt. I had no control over anything. I had no control over the results, over when I could go to the doctors, over anything. I was 16 and I was terrified. I had no idea what was going to happen to me and I was shaking uncontrollably for days not knowing what was going to happen to me. I couldn't think straight, see straight, I could barely sit still. All I knew was that I wanted a positive answer from the doctor, but I didn't know if I wanted that answer to be "we found nothing" or "we found something, here is why you get headaches".

It was the worst feeling ever. Partly because I was so young and I didn't know how to handle it. I didn't know how to talk to my parents about things and I didn't know how to handle it on my own. I brooded a lot. Wrote about it (unfortunately this was before blogging was so fabulously easy, largely popular and way before I found Zaadz (by about 5 years)). I was overcome by an uncontrollable urge to both fling myself out a window and hid in a closet all the same. 

I pray each day that not only do I never feel that way, but that no one else feels that way either.  
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That darn screenplay!

Posted on Feb 19th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for February 19, 2008:

I have a screen play that I'm a good 40 pages into sitting on my hard drive that I am simply dying to finish! This weekend especially I've been thinking about it (I may work on it tonight!) and there are two more that I want to start it just comes down to me being structured enough to sit down and do it. 

I'm going to TRY and force myself to sit down and start working on them this week/weekend.


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Someone Teach Me!!!!

Posted on Feb 25th, 2008 by Yogi : Smarter than Your Average Bear Yogi
I have become obsessed with learning how to whistle with your fingers. Or whistle without your fingers but that crazy powerful "YO LISTEN UP" whistle. I have even gone as far as going to ehow.com and looking it up. Let me tell you, their directions don't help.

Someone, anyone, if you can do that crazy "YOU! SHUT UP!" whistle. Teach me. I will forever be grateful.

Because I'm getting to be crazy.


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